New Life-060311

I think I am a lucky guy.. Long ago I expressed my feelings here.. It has been almost a year.. Things changed.. I quit my job.. Decided to continue my education..

Now I am in Berlin.. Capital of Germany.. When I think of it, I even could not believe myself.. Good performance.. Anyway.. I feel living now.. There are some problems tough.. But isn't it life itself?

It has been more than 4 months since I came here.. Everyday learning new things not only in university but also here in Berlin too..

I understood that sometimes I am pushing it too hard. But life is not so hard as it seems.. Only thing makes it hard is exaggeration of self feelings..

I am testing my self dependency here.. And first results are good:) I can survive myself!! It is related with doing one thing from heart, and believing it tough.. It is like a theory of Pinnochio: "If you fake the funk, your nose will grow." But if you try not to be fake, your flavour becomes tasty and sharp..